Email to Elgaroo
From TimeOutAtSea
Here are most of the emails that LuLu sent me over the years, in chronological order. It is possible that i might have lost some emails sent to my Hotmail account, which has been repeatedly deleted due to innactivity. I can not recall how much I was using that account at the time, or if LuLu ever used it to contact me. This is pretty much everything else sent to my more stable accounts, which I have kept pretty thorough archives of.
Date: Mon, 30 Oct 2000 23:36:39 -0800 (PST) From: Alexandra <luluorange@yahoo.com> Subject: Sage Arteries To: elgaroo Date: Friday, October 27, 2000, 3:37:46 AM Rev., Dreams of oil and paste colors on burlap. Dimensions: 46 x 44 cm Tune us the Sitar high with spirit. Gratifying goes the dancing when the Sitar is untamed. We will dance away in our amusement collectively. Tune us the low-spirited Sitar. The string overworked breaks, the music dies. The string unimaginative and the music dies. Your music is high. I narrate the factual endoskeleton of wise men. Miss that blooming smile through the wires to my ears. Everything is so marmaladey over here. -- I remain, Lulu mailto:orange@electricant.com
Date: Tue, 16 Jan 2001 22:32:49 -0600 From: Lulu <orange@electricant.com> To: "Rev. Elgaroo Brenza" Subject: Re: ..... Hey, How are you? I'm thinking about becoming a circus juggler. Actually I got a job. It's a crooked way to live but I have found that showering afterwards followed by an injection of morphine eases the pain. Have you been to snarg lately? It looks like they want users/visitors/voyeurs to pay for their quality of entertainment. Why, that is an outrage to me. I guess because I am an Anarchist/Dadaist/ANTI-capitalist dodo/bird/chick. Too bad. We should mix up some subliminal types that say, "Free! Everything should be free. Free housing, free food, free art supplies, free music, free books, free information. NO DEAD TIME! FREE! FREE! FREE!" I would promise to pick up the trash once a week. Time for my eye drops. I remain, Lulu mailto:orange@electricant.com
From : "Lulu Orange" <orange@electricant.com> To : "Elgaroo Brenza" Subject : bee stings Date : Tue, 18 Sep 2001 15:09:50 -0400 Hi Brenza!!!!! I was invited to join live journal. I am not a journalist. I tried to keep one once and my first entry went kinda like this….. I finished my radio free anarchy show and rode my bike to Curry’s house on the way I noticed the sound my bicycle makes when I am riding alone. The rest of the entry was all about that sound. My second entry was all about dealing with capitalist doctors. I am now looking at alternative medicines. I have a few things I intended to mail you also. Fuck Governments! Fuck the USA! Fuck Bush! Fuck terrorists! Fuck War! Fuck killing! I have a friend that I go for walks with late in the evenings (when my health allows for I have been very ill). Her name is Lemon. She is young and Russian. She is an orphan, having no mother to advise her, therefore exposure at the time that she most needed to exercise judgment brought on massive suffering and hallucinations. Before she obtained the appropriate remedy she could not speak. She has a younger sister named Hashanah. Hashanah does not remember her mother. On these walks we chat quite a bit. On the days when I cannot walk, due to tremendous pain in my knees, Lemon rides a bicycle to my house. They both love honey and help mend the beehives. Lemon always weeps from music (she plays a violin) and becomes frightened when she cannot play. My doctor found another tumor in my left breast at 10:00 o'clock. It appears to be the size of a small kiwi-fruit. I realize it is perhaps not the best topic for a conversation, especially when catching up with a dear friend, I apologize for that. Lemon came over last night. She brought a movie with her. We moved the television set outside and watched the movie while sitting on blankets under the night sky. I fell asleep and was almost soaked with rain before I awoke and moved indoors. The next event that now occurs to me is a dream I had where my stomach is missing and I am advised that I need a series of painful bee stings in my abdomen. miss you I am scared and I have a long list why. Touched by your contact, Lulu
From: "Lulu Orange" <orange@electricant.com> To: "Rev. Elgaroo Brenza" Subject: avoid the word Marzipan Date: Thu, 18 Oct 2001 19:41:27 -0400 Thoughts: I'm moving next week. We're working archeologists now. Writing is slowly coming back to me. Moving to a cabin on a mountain. Growing own food. Looking for fallen trees. I have a hatchet. Rejecting most of society. Starting a restaurant collective. Feeding hungry once a week (cause we found out all the other days were taken). The first thing I'm going to do when I get up on that mountain is throw away my calendars & clocks. I don't go out in the field. I do lab work. They're on a Phase 3 this week. I've been taking naps & daydreaming. In my dreams bees keep stinging my belly. Did I tell you about that? I wonder whose hive they're protecting? Zine sounds way cool. If I can help let me know. luvuluvulaterlulu
Date: Fri, 17 Jan 2003 20:27:20 -0800 (PST) From: "Eris \"Alexandra\"" <luluorange@yahoo.com> Subject: Re: hey hey hey!!! To: "Rev. Elgaroo Brenza" The neurologist prescribed Neurontin (Gabapentin) 400 mg ... 1 capsule 3 times a day. ($132.59 per bottle of 90 CA, 5 refils.) It's an anti-seizure medicine. I've moved to a cabin on the top of a mountain to get better. Also been doing a lot of writing. Anyway, this med. makes me drift. Be well. Hope everything is ok between us. Alexandra Orange Weyers Cave, VA You're the bestest, fanks you for writing.
Date: Sat, 18 Jan 2003 08:45:52 -0800 (PST) From: "Eris \"Alexandra\"" <luluorange@yahoo.com> Subject: Re: holy rusted metal, batman! To: "Rev. Elgaroo Brenza" ... Oh the usual, walking into walls and doors et cetera. They are always jumping out and in my way. Maybe it's ‘cause I forget that I can't walk through them. Give me time though. Give me bloody time!!! Batman: "Bartender, a bit of advice. Always inspect a jukebox carefully. These machines can be deadly." Ummm... I think my mind just exploded. What a mess. The appliances are now speaking to me. I must write down what they say. It could be worse. How? Well, that is simple; the appliances could be attacking me!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh…… I’m swimming in pharmaceutical chemicals. How bee you?
Date: Sat, 18 Jan 2003 13:02:50 -0800 (PST) From: "Eris \"Alexandra\"" <luluorange@yahoo.com> Subject: My eye! To: "Rev. Elgaroo Brenza" Here, I will send you a story… http://www.electricant.com/the_smoking_mirror.htm I am far too twitchy O.o for much else today. Yo friend. Alexandra
Date: Tue, 21 Jan 2003 02:38:29 -0800 (PST) From: "Eris \"Alexandra\"" <luluorange@yahoo.com> Subject: Re: nodding folk To: "Rev. Elgaroo Brenza" i hope your friends o k. keep close eyes on the one girl. when people stop coming at her from every direction and she has a family like friend she will expound. blessings 'stead of a madness. when people come smotherin and such it makes the mind swirl wif negativity. i am having morbid thoughts and these thoughts compile inside me and need places to go. i try to spread them evenly across my poppy seed bagel at breakfast, then rye, and sourdough. Neufchâtel (Coeur de Bray), poha berry jams, smoked lox. tryin to heal. someone is talkin ov jello. jello is evil. i apologize for my brief response be4. i am swimming in pharmaceutical chemicals. anti-seizures. yes, i think i want a houseboat/sailboat. i would live on the South Pacific Ocean near Pitcairn Island and Tahiti, only docking during storms or to stock up on supplies, spending most of my time out at sea. sighs miss walking at night with a lantern through the woods down to the lake. i miss you; a little dizziness an blurry vision. 32 fouettés ….maybe next week. yes, next week. Excellent. when you going to Boston? music? write me. k? evol\alexandra silly stuffs: Alexandra Orange Weyers Cave, VA luluorange@yahoo.com http://profiles.yahoo.com/rumcherry
Date: Thu, 6 Feb 2003 15:41:04 -0800 (PST) From: "Eris \"Alexandra\"" <luluorange@yahoo.com> Subject: about alexandra To: "Rev. Elgaroo Brenza" Alexandra wanted me to contact you. Here is the url for her journal. http://www.electricant.com/skicircus/ocean.htm I have posted some updates there for her as well as a voice message (http://www.electricant.com/update.wav). She wanted you to know she is happy to have heard from you again and hopes to talk with you soon. -John
From: "Alexandra" <orange@electricant.com> To: elgaroo Subject: war against art Date: Tue, 1 Apr 2003 11:37:02 -0500 That's so cool that you would do that. I am doing all the doctors tell me. It is a bit frustrating. I am wanting to find a holistic person to help out, something like honey and teas and hugs. How is Boston? Sunday, Warmed by the fire and made vegan grilled cheese sandwiches, Indian tomato cinnamon soup, and roasted vegan marshmallow smores. Spiced chi drink. All over an open fire. This warms the spirit, especially since it snowed that day. I have some stuffs to send you sometime. I am a bit weary. I hope I hear from you again. Love is life etc. Alexandra Violent Femmes - Johnny mp3 13th Floor Elevators - I Had to Tell You mp3 me: http://www.electricant.com/photos/chemopunk_.jpg and my lonely bike: http://www.electricant.com/photos/lonelybike.JPG
